··我好差勁~~!!!

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我真的覺得自己很差勁
會的東西
都是那些不重要
對自己不會有好處的
會這些到底有什麽值得開心
我真的這樣想的
什麽重要的事情都不會
我活在這世界上到底有什麽意義
不是我要去想這些有的沒有的
可是心裡還是會一直這樣的去想
不想也難
真的很難控制好自己的心
大哭
又能怎樣
哭了事情也不能解決
真的很無奈
我有時覺得
爲什麽我會出生在這個世界上來受罪
很難受
哎
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笑
就算笑了
也不是真的發自內心的笑
笑中帶淚的笑
這種感覺是什麽
悲哀
快樂
真的是
很難摸索
難以預測
你
幾時會心情好
幾時心情會不好
幾時會發生好事
幾時會發生不好的事
所以
我都是跟著感覺走
所以
時常有失誤
不能怪我
因為是我的感覺出現了問題
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我很想你
真的
現在在這裡寫這篇文章
的心情
是不好的
可是
你應該感覺不到
沒關係
我能體諒你
我會忍
希望你也能體諒我
忍耐我的壞脾氣
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我一直相信
在这世界上存在着一个地方
一个让现实抓不到你的地方
在那里
梦想离你很近
很近
就像我相信
在城市里来往的人群中
总有一个
会让你记得一辈子
直到你咽下最后一口气
你一眼就认出她。
我时常做同一个梦
在梦里
我总是不停地跑
不停地寻找
他们说要到那个地方
要找到那个人
你必须比别人多一点勇气
多一些幸运
你可能会付出冒险的代价。
你可能会死在半途上
你敢不敢去
有一个地方
你去了就不想离开
有一种人
你一辈子只会遇见一次。
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我喜欢并习惯了对变化的东西保持着距离
这样才会知道什么是最不会被时间抛弃的准则
比如爱一个人
充满变数
我于是后退一步
静静的看着
直到看见真诚的感情
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